Still stuck.

Yes, as I've suspected, my email tag had a continuation. It wasn't a bad one, but I felt like it was a nice closure to eh entire ordeal.
Yesterday, when I woke up after my lame New Year celebration that I don't even want to get into, I had another email from the mystery girl. "I am sorry again for making assumptions. These have been a difficult few months and I think the fact that I have been with him so long and never heard about any of you (or have never even met any of you) just really hurts me. Thank you for being honest with me, I really do appreciate it. Again, I apologize for my assumptions and I didn't mean any disrespect towards you or any of your friends. I am just desperate to save something that I think is lost to me. I love him very much and I am scared and unsure of what to do. Your input has been helpful, thank you again. Have a great new year".
All I can say is, wow. Talk about soap operas. I do wonder now though if S. was truthful about her. She doesn't seem crazy and she is pretty articulate so it is a bit difficult to believe everything he told me about her. After all, there are always two sides to each story. And there are things, I am sure, that both of them left unsaid.
But enough about that. Here's a little 411 on my fabulous New Year. I never heard from N. who promised R. and I to get us tickets to the party. As a result, the idiot me didn't make any other plans since I was counting on her. Nada. Zilch.
I also never heard from S. who apparently was supposed to come over too, so all three of us could go out and celebrate, but for some reason got himself into a fight and stayed in MD. Without even telling me or R. about it until 11:30pm that night.
Well, fuck them both. I just figured they would have some courtesy to call and say that their plans didn't go through so that I could make my own. But no, I guess they were too busy with their own business. I was very upset at first since R. and I ended up at her apartment celebrating New Year. Truthfully, I can't say it was bad, but it was far from what I counted on. Oh well, I guess it's always nice to see people's true colors.
By now, my anger has subsided but I am still extremely disappointed in either of them.
On a bright side, it is a new year, new beginning, and I truly do hope it will be better than the last.
Especially the last couple of months of the old year...